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14 February 2007

In a chat room, a guy claim himself as a book...
talking to him can have more fun...

B'coz of my strong curiosity...
and nth to do at 1 sth a.m. ...
I gave him a call...

not bad...
He is a interesting one...

Life is weird sometime...
you never know wt you will happen...
and who you will meet...

he is the one that tune the perfect channel tonight...
those discussion within the talk are wise...
like another groping trip...
explore many things I don't know...
and hope to learn more...

not the normal killing(wasting) time gossip...
I am sure that I will ask him to go out...
have a drink or dinner sth...
I won't easily let a nice book go away...

Who is he ?
He is a man call Victor...

Happy Valentine's Day

After a period of time...
I would read my pass writing...
read my childish...
read my changes...

everyday I am facing something new...
meet new people...
get new ideas...
read more...
have some new inspiration...

I wanna know more and more...
explore the world...
explore myself...

Desires for every knowledge...
is an interesting part of life...

Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand. --- Woody Allen

Mr. Ben wanna ask for dinner again...
actually, I just met his once...
few days ago, he asked me out for dinner again...
only for dinner ?
or...
the "meal" after dinner...
having sex is the main purpose...

um...
want sex is not a bad thing...
and I can't say he is a bad guy...
but the thing is...
am I really wanna have sex with his?

I try to keep him as a friend... a normal friend...
but... seem...
if we go out for dinner and then having sex...
later on... this situation may keep repeating...
then... what the relationship we are...
a sex partner ?!
someone have a good feel use to solve the sexual needs?
Oh my God...
am I really want that?

I don't think so...

friends never thought that I can be "open-minded" as this...

Finally...

I didn't firm his date...
didn't give a call...
didn't go out...

there is no right or wrong...
but I think I did something good to me at this moment...

We less talk about sex...
is it because in traditional society sex is a taboo ?
(ok...we can say sex is something needa do rather than talk)

just when people discuss about that some of them may think they are bad... naughty... if is a gal may think she is open-mind...
but what make sex need to "hide" ?!

Sex is something need to enjoy~

Masturbation, another evil thing...
unbelievable...
how evil to understand your own body and give yourself some joyful...
especially for a girl...
why not?!
it is not asking you to easily find a man to have sex...
but do something "self-comfort"

people are hiding to "learn" such kind of "knowledge"...
but don't want to treat it as a normal thing...
so weird...

and so sick...

use a positive(correct) way...
to talk to know something normal...nature...
is better than just hide...

"stubborn"... make people crazy...
make the society sick...