Piece of Life確實存在

Ai.......................
My skin got allergy again....
b'coz of those shrimps.................

everytime when I eat outside ....
back home got allergy always b'coz of shrimps...
ai....itchy.... for whole night ....

it never happened eat at home ....
what's worng with me ....

the shrimp isn't clean ?!

oh ... god .....

Allergy .........
leave me alone ....

I never go that restaurant again !!!!!!!

maybe... overplay last night ...
...slept at ... around 6am this morning...
awake at 2 pm sth ... still feel tried ...
hv a nap ... around 6pm sth ...
and now ...
I still feel tried ...

today is christmas ... i stick at home whole day ...
wt a peaceful christmas ...

Switch on the computer whole day ...
chat w/ some net friends ...

a day ...
passed ...so fast...

When I left home until now, I sit in front of the computer ... over 12 hours... wah... what a crazy christmas ...

We go to the crowded area ,
people ...... all the streets, 人山人海呀~!!!
I never see so many people in one day...
police 又封路...行行停停行行停停咁...

and I became the vendor last night...
help my friends sold the hand-made crowns...
做小販的確相當刺激...
不停走鬼, 又撞到鬼一般的小販管理隊...
閃呀閃...街頭閃到街尾...
非常之好玩...
哈哈哈...
lots of fun...

E,E男友同K都有出黎...
Friends 既 crossover 真好玩...
一玩就熟,最開心係咁...

成晚彌敦道,佐敦道行來行去...
條腳爆攰...
成晚個個把口都衰到爆...
又粗口又賤野...
不過講既野勁搞笑...
K.A.買左頂勁"七"既聖誕帽...
成晚俾我地玩...
我就帶住對鹿角成晚...
大家都極盡聖誕氣氛...
I feel so tried now...

早講過同朋友一齊,做咩都係爽既...
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈...
I am having the happiest Christmas Eve...

sometime ... good things can everlasting ...
"Aging" just make those good things taste better ...

In 1963

Rhythm of the Falling Rain
Recorded by the Cascades

Listen to the rhythm of the falling rain,
Telling me just what a fool I've been.
I wish that it would go and let me cry in vain,
And let me be alone again.

Now the only girl I've ever loved has gone away.
Looking for a brand new start!
But little does she know that when she left that day.
Along with her she took my heart.

Rain, please tell me, now does that seem fair
For her to steal my heart away when she don't care
I can't love another, when my heart's somewhere far away.

Listen to the rhythm of the falling rain,
Telling me just what a fool I've been.
I wish that it would go and let me cry in vain,
And let me be alone again.

Interlude

Rain, won't you tell her that I love her so
Please ask the sun to set her heart aglow
Rain in her heart and let the love we know start to grow.

Listen to the rhythm of the falling rain,
Telling me just what a fool I've been.
I wish that it would go and let me cry in vain,
And let me be alone again.

Oh listen to the falling rain
Pitter patter pitter patter, Oh
Listen, listen to the falling rain
Pitter patter pitter patter, Oh
Listen, listen to the falling rain
Pitter patter pitter patter

www.duchessathome.com/music/rhythmofthefallingrain.html

Tomorrow is Christmas Eve, where will you go ?
I and friends will go out to hv some fun... dinner...
have a drink maybe ...
and count down for Christmas...

actually ... is just make a reason for playing over night...
Maybe... I am thinking I am not young like teens...
The time for crazy play would become less...
I should enjoy that kind of "raving" night...

With friends ... always having the best time ...
just the most important one are not here for X'mas...

one of them I know her nearly 10 years...
is a really good friend...
ten years... after ten years we will become 32...
what will we become... will she hv boyfriend? or even get married?!

haha...
save money ...
buy house ...
be the normal urbanite...

When I open my eyes ...
is a blurred image of you ...
I am holding you ...
I know it is not as serious as love...
just...
I can't stop thinking about you...
all day ...

never like this before ...
you break my "conscious discipline" ...

when I back home after work ,
I switch on my mp3...
the first Chinese song come to my ears...

忘不了的你

歌手：黃耀明 | 作曲：姚敏
填詞：陳蝶衣/Virginia | 編曲：梁基爵@人山人海

明知道我不該愛你　為什麼好像有聯繫
我也曾決意想忘記　一轉眼偏又想起你

明知道我不該想你　為什麼好像有回憶
我也曾決意想忘記　一轉眼偏又惦記你

＊你莫非有魔力　總叫我懷念你
　懷念著你的情意
　你莫非有魔力　總叫我盼望你
　盼望著和你在一起

　明知道我不該愛你　為什麼好像有聯繫
　我也曾決意想忘記　一轉眼偏又想起你＊

REPEAT＊

我也曾決意想忘記　一轉眼偏又想起你

this song is about... "I want to forget about you , but you always in my mind. I know we got no chance... but I can't stop thinking about you ...... "

impossible is impossoble ...

it might be just a dream ...

Actually , I don't need to go to school for almost two weeks ...
but I still hv essay need to hand in...

today, I already finished all of them ...
tml, I will back to sch to hand in them...

hahaha...

this sem is finished ...
I almost write over 10 thousand words for assignment...

the most interesting one is the topic that we can decided by ourself ...

mine is study about the Japanese TV serial drama ...
to see how they represent the ideology of women and see whether there have any changes after Feminist's movement in modern Japan...

Japan is a quite special country...

included modernity and traditional culture...

if have chance ,
it is good to take a Japan Studies Course ~

Just receive the repayment demand note from Student Financal Assistance Agency ...
is time to pay ...
ai... am i need to delate the repayment...?!
b'coz I still studying?!
if yes, I may need to pay more in each instalment later...
ai...
money money money ...
I hate it but can't leave it ...
count... count ...
the money I gain from my part time job...
can afford it...
(haha, if my boss won't kick me out)

I need to work hard ...work hard ... and work hard...
no matter study or work ...

(...a bit headache =.=")

Tourist, pls do not steal the signpost... anymore ...

A town in Upper Austria ...call F**king ...

Ads somehow is not represented the products, but provided the myth......

Myth are stories that example who we are and how we got that way --- the building blocks of popular culture.
...these dream contain universal human truths---in other words, mythos.Myth are common property of the demos. Josephy Campbell explain:

Dream is the personalized myth, myth the depersonalized dream; both dream and myth are symbolic in the same general way of the dynamics of the psyche. But in the dream the forms are guided by the particular troubles of the dreamer, whereas in myth the problemsvand solutions shown are directly vaild for all mankind.

Fishwick, Marshall W. Popular Culture in A New Age.The Haworth Press. NY.2002:171

those ads make women's body become marketable commodities ...
oppressed women as sex object ...
Like Marx's theory explained ...
Those capitalists provided the unreachable "dream" for the public ...
they are not only selling the product...
but control the taste of audience... provided the ideal images...
maake you believe the "myth", follow the "myth"...

aim as earn money ...

Study of those Calvin Klein ads...

here are four ads found from different printed media...
they are selling the same products --- CK one.

what do you think of these ads ... ??

Give me a pack of Pain killer ... pls ...

Today is my frist class, working in that tutorial center ...

one class ... six to seven Kids... all primary school...

two classes per day ...

Kids, pls stop talking OK ?!
(can you keep your mouth shut!!!!!!! )

their voice still like "surround sound" ...

bah bah bah bah ... around my ears...

lucky that , I still can handle them...

still under control...

but...
I got heavy headache...

just the first day...

I need to meet them one week five days...

another real case explain that :

money NEVER come easy

Do you often drink coffee?
seem in western lifestyle , coffee as a necessity...

Before, a cup of coffee in the morning is necessary part of day.

Later, is not difficult to find that you are addicted to coffee...
without it ... just like absence of mind...
sometime im in hurry don't have enough time to buy one then go to class...
the result is ... I can't concentrate on my study...
it's bad influence...
at that time, I try to change my habit...
I use tea or chocolate milk to replace the coffee...
of coz, at first I still like absent-mindedness...
afterward, everything back to normal...
a cup of tea or choco-milk also can make me hv energy to start my day...
but I still miss my coffee...

an irregular drink...for tea time, for friends gathering...

and also like time morning ...

when I start working on my eaasy,
I make myself one cup of it ...

is an enjoyable morning ...

Just chat with my personal tutor in ICQ...
he is also my CPC lecturer...

at first,
I just want to ask sth about my essay...
but later, when I check mail, i saw a letter that a notice of who is my personal tutor ... Ops ... is him ...
so, we chat for while ...
we may have some activities in sem break ...
haha, it should be fun ~
is happy to find that he knows Georgia O'keeffe ...
(B4, none of my friends know who she is ...)
he told me that he saw lots of her works in NewYork ...
I LOVE her artwork so much ...
much more than Dali...

From the Lake-No.1

Abstraction White Rose

New York Night

Next monday , I will start my new part time job...
this time , the working hours will be more regular...mon-fri,4 to7 ...
be the tutor, take care the kids...
ai...
now is ... 23:06...
I better start doing my assignment...
hope this weekend can finish all...
just K.O. the MP...
just got two CPC and one Magazine...
see those Books (borrowed from the Library)and notes on the table...
like a mountain...
tung, cheer up...
you can K.O. them too !!!

Today, a bit terrible day,
I almost late for the Magazine presentation...
in rush, I forgot my octopus card(a MTR ticket also can be used as electronic currency)I just put $100 inside...o god... lucky, I got it back in sch counter...(sweat...=.="...)
when I am presenting, I acted tensely(hold the notes....but what im reading?!)...
finally, ANNA(lecturer) said our present is ok ~

ai, lucky that no more bad things.................

***

when i took MTR to school, the woman sat towards me really look like Sharon Stone~~~

***

Everything Possible by Fred Small(1983)

We have cleared off the table, the leftovers saved
Washed the dishes and put them away
I have told you a story and tucked you in tight
At the end of your knockabout day
As the moon sets its sails to carry you to sleep
Over the midnight sea
I will sing you a song no one sang to me
May it keep you good company

You can be anybody you want to be
You can love whomever you will
You can travel any country where your heart leads
And know I will love you still

You can live by yourself, you can gather friends around
You can choose one special one
And the only measure of your words and your deeds
Will be the love you leave behind when you're done

There are girls who grow up strong and bold
There are boys quiet and kind
Some race on ahead, some follow behind
Some go in their own way and time
Some women love women, some men love men
Some raise children, some never do
You can dream all the day never reaching the end
Of everything possible for you

Don't be rattled by names, by taunts, by games
But seek out spirits true
If you give your friends the best part of yourself
They will give the same back to you

You can be anybody you want to be
You can love whomever you will
You can travel any country where your heart leads
And know I will love you still
You can live by yourself, you can gather friends around
You can choose one special one
And the only measure of your words and your deeds
Will be the love you leave behind when you're done