It all passed...........

What I did is kiling myself...

Part of me is dead...
it is an unchanged fact...

but what can I do...

Cause and effect...
It just the result of what I did before...

I didn't feel sorry about myself...

But...
something...
I really feel sad and hope be forgave...

The is the first post in 2008...
I hv a new start...
I and Mr. A also have a new start...

Oh...I haven't introduce who is Mr. A
He is my new boyfriend...
we started our relationship... about one month...

I know there is no forever...

But at least...

As long as it can be...

This year, I was having my Birthday with a new friend ...
we had a short trip...
um...
nice trip...
but tired...

this is my 24th birthday...

24...
is it another stage of my life ?

maybe i hv to change something...
some... thought...
some... behavior...
then...
step forward...

um...
24...
I am 24 now...

Happy Birthday to me...

Every relationship is just give and take ?
am I dare to give this time ?
I am afraid...
Sometime "Sure" depends on both sides...
I am willing to give...
how about the others?
ok.. im not asking for any reture...
but the things is...
worth to give ?

I am sure what I am doing...
so how about you...

Discomposure comes from unknown...

Sometime... I also get lost in crowd...
I don't know what I want...
Where I have to go...
What I can do...
What I really need...
Maybe I would do sometimg out of mind... out of rational...
and fall in dark...

but...

who cares...

No matter what...
You still who you are...
No one is perfect...
No one can have clear mind... all the time...

Let yourself get lost in part of you life-time...
Treat it as a break of your busy life...

Trust me...
You will get back to normal...

"Crazy" is just part of the DNA of human...
Don't think you are abnormal...

We all the same...

Do something other people not willing to do
... will get more...

When others all scare about that...
don't be afraid to give a try...

When other people too crazy about that...
you have to think clear...

Is that true ?